Hopeless day...

Thinking that i have been spending the whole day in the cyber cafe, for now i kinda regret it.. realise that i really do miss my girl... shud have juz spend the time with her, know she wants it... but stupid myself still so attracted to gaming with my friend... Ok for now i really have to set myself for the maximum days of going to cyber cafe is twice a week best not 2.. somehow still feeling very uneasy now, really wanna talk to baby... i think shes kinda not really happy with wat im doing, but shes not saying much maybe thinking that its wat i am.. shud let me do it.... im missing her so much already better call her now, although she dosent wanna talk much at least i can still talk to her.... he he...

Out of reality

Thinking back to when i was younger, whenever the sky turn dark, the sun sets and the rise of the moon... i would just love to head out from home and go for a walk or sit at the swing, which i use to have few years back.. with the cold breeze flowing Thur my face and body, looking up to the sky above and running away from reality for that moment... it was really the best time for me..... just sit there all relaxed, get away from my Nagy mom, or any bad stuff that happen during the day... all being blew away by the breeze that's flowing around the air....

Day by day, all these childhood moments of mine has also follow the breeze being release into the thin air... it seems like life now is getting much more complicated comparing to life when i was back in the childhood.. now the swing have been removed, and hardly even get the free time to just sit down out in the garden or park, either alone or with accompany to just look at the sky and feel the cold breeze flowing Thur my body....

Suddenly miss that moment of going out there and just lying down at the grass and do noting but just feel the wind and look at the beautiful sky with stars all around(even so there might not be many stars around or even the wind).

The best thing to do that's always on my mind for a romantic night of 2 that's just me and my gf would be, after having a wonder'full' dinner will then head out to a place with wide open land covered by fine grass, and then both of us will just lie on the grass looking up to the cloudless sky with stars all over, add on with some pine trees at the surrounding and wind all over us.... (regarding there is any bugs or mosquitoes at the surrounding) lolz.....

just imagine that if there is a place like that in Malaysia! that will be the frequent place i will visit when i have the time.... sometimes at some nights, really just wish to have the chance of getting out of the reality and into some moments alone or even with the one i love and just feel the moment of peace without any worries, at least for a split moment of it, and will have to return to the cruel reality after that...or at least i would just have to listen to the song -Vincent(starry starry night)!

Ironman atlast

Another childhood fantasy superhero turned into a comic-book movie, thanks to the director of the movie 'IRONMAN' - Jon Favreau, to direct the movie to impress the viewers. Not forgetting the creator of 'IRONMAN' and also other marvel superhero's/hero's is obviously Stan Lee! never to forget him for creating so many superhero's that give me so much good memories during the young age.

the main character of 'Ironman'

Robert Downey Jr.- Tony Stark a.k.a Ironman

Gwyneth Paltrow - 'Pepper' Potts

Terrence Howard - Jim Rhodes

Jeff Bridges - Obadiah Stane a.k.a Iron Monger(bad guy)

At last! i get to watch Ironman after 3 days.... before the movie is being release i have been telling my gf and wanting to watch it with her when the day the movie is release in cinema's but was so busy with work... shes working and i have my stuff to do, until yesterday night! been hearing from my friends saying they have watch the movie for 3 days and at last get to watch it... Watch it at 1utama GSC cinema, was at first planning to watch it at pyramid but after second thought i can't go pyramid to watch such a nice movie! and also is been kinda long i didn't get the time to watch a movie with my gf for she has been bz with her work as well as me... so 1utama is the final decision.. wanted to get the gold class sits as well but nah! got the ticket's already.. Very excited for that movie for its one of my fav character back when i was still a kid..

After watching the movie, the overall rating i would give is slightly above average... i still think the movie is too short,at the part where Tony Stark transform into Ironman. The fighting scene is kinda short too.... as for the part showing the life style of Tony Stark is obviously nice... with all the nice car's!! pretty girls!! Rich!! Nice suits!! ahahaha!! very cool indeed, and very much the same as Batman the Dark Knight! The part when the Ironman suit is being created and also the technology and car's that is 'throw' into the movie is where it impress me lotz, as usual in this kinda of movie's. Somehow after the movie still can't get enough of it.. Maybe they will come out with the Ironman 2!?!? Hope do come out with the Ironman 2! at least that's what i think they should... HAHAHA!!

So for those who haven't watch Ironman yet Watch IT!!

Money!!!

Money! money!, why are you giving so much happiness and also sadness to so many people??!!

There is a saying for me that is with money you can't get everything, but without money you can't get anything! what you guys think?

my mom always tell me that I'm very lucky to have them sheltering me and not worry bout have nothing to eat or any other thing. I never really know what does that mean when i was younger by then, thinking that no matter what i do or anything just ask from my mom or dad they will sort it out for me! Till a couple of years back, i came out to work as a part timer and start meeting lots of people not only those around my life circle, hence even out of it, everything start to make sense.. Thinking that *I'm no more the happy go lucky, happy go spending guy anymore*

Starting to know how important is money towards an individual but still I'm not totally expose to the real society and i wont appreciate the money as how my parents does. When i was younger, knowing/ (watch TV) that some families because of money causes the family to tear apart, even the best brothers will feel depress or even jealous of the other siblings to be richer. Never think that will be the real truth, which i now think that it is the truth that money can realy separate even the closes family members... this is how terrible the society has made the money value to the individuals... thinking that even a dollar/ringgit less, (wrost still even a few cents!) you can't even buy the things that you need most at that time...

To have money and to get money is a totally opposite thing, just having the two different words, can change the money term into a horrible thing... I'm always thinking how much value is money to me? How much value is the money for the people around me?? This is the question everyone should think about, because of not knowing this question people often tend to forget every individual will have different thinking and also different needs.

For example: having someone that have money and someone that don't have money will eventually bring them into a big fight if they did not think of the two questions above. Just the normal everyday thing that is use money, can really differentiate individuals value of money towards them...

Money can realy be the best thing that a person to have or it can also be the worst thing for a person to have.......... so guys spend ur money wisely!