At work time

So guys this is the picture nokia wifi roadshow that is being held in penang... been in penang for around 8 days already... and only saturday and sunday is the best day to work... realy it feels like we are just standing and posing for the last few days, which is monday to friday... BORING!!!! anywayz the boredrome is gona end sooon.... in an hours time, then head to the club laterzzz.... MOIS im coming!!! have a good time checking the pic's out....

countdown for a week of nokia roadshow

today was well kinda had some ups and down... a lil not that boring day... had a lil fight wif my baby gal during the roadshow.. u guys see boredrome alwayz make ppl stress and then there come the urge to break free of it... hahaha... and hell breaks loose.... but we still had our not so happy dinner at chillis... as usual nice food... but i think the steak in penang is not that fresh, mean the beef... kinda out of the usual standart...

and so we are getting ready to club tonight... heading towards soul penang club!! was told by my project manager to club hard!hahaha... flash back a couple of hours back, i was actualy walking back from my work place which is gurney plaza to gurney hotel.. although it sound like its beside but i can take half an hour to walk back.. so i took a lil break from all stress and qurrel and craps.. walk along the beach, put on the ipod had a peace of mind for while.. it does feel good... ok back to current. hahah my baby is actauly complainning that she does not have heels, hahaha! which is kinda funny coz we guys actauly get ready our cloths for clubs and she did not! dumbo!!! lolz!! nvm she will still go with her slippers..

ok... im of to the club!!! duno where but who cares! ciaozzz!

2nd month anniversary!

It is now my 2nd month anniversary.. as usual my gf always i mean sometimes give me that cold treatment.. and the whole day she was on the hp playing game... as for we are working in a nokia roadshow and penang is realy quiet... so god damn bored it make us work hard=play hard... However i realy wish she dont hide so much of her feelings towards me... i realy wanna know so much on how she feels, also how she feels bout me and all... for me i miss her every moment wanna juz hug her n hug her...

anywayz back in the hotel room went on facebook and saw a shocking news!!!! thats my fren is gettnig married... man! its juz so fast.... she my 1st fren to get married! unbelivable.... got a long talk with her onthe phone, talk some crap and all nice catching up with her... and yay!going to her wedding on may... cant wait to she her in those big chuncky stufff!!!!juz wow!

altrite its bed time... back to work hard=play hard later....

wednesday morning....

Wed morning! man... when i woke up today juz cant stop thinking of her.. remember yesterday night when she say i shud take a rest and find her a few days later i was fine... maybe we shud... but this morning when i woke up i realise that i cant not see her even a day... seriously din know i miss her that much, i got myself up early(atlast) get ready and all as fast as possible, wanna reach there a.s.a.p. although i know i will be waiting there for a lil while.. but who cares i thought... got to the bus stop juz in time, reach her place around 11, this is the funny part... i wanted to walk up the stairs to the 6 floor by adding another 4 floors for the parking lot, so total is 10 floors, what happen is when i was going up the stairs it got darker.. and there goes when i reach 1st floor i got scared! i cant belive it! i was standing there stoned thining shud i cont walking up or not, in the end i gave up... man they shud realy on the lights! stupid condo... and that stupid childrens bike that they put at the 6th floor which i hate most... curse them a lil when i turn back and walk down..

so i juz stood by the lift and wait for her to come down... as usual people that came out of the lift looked at me with that funny look.. till 11.30(girl ur late, ur class is 11.30 as well) finnaly saw the lift going to 6th floor, u juz cant imagine how happy am i.. i dont care when she come down saw me then asking me to leave of anything, i dont care i juz wanna see her for while... soooo she came down and lucky to see that she didnt ask me to leave... at that moment i wanted to give her a big and long hug, but time does not allowe me to do so... walked her to class and now im waiting for her class to end... ~i really miss you!

Boring....

I wonder why these days im getting all slow and blurry... man, i think is because of the classes im having, which is too little that makes me so free, other than in some easy job for some certain days only... *hmm* mayb i shud get a job in starbuck or some thing, must get myself bz bz and also being usefull.. so that i wont be so god damn free, which cause my brain to slow down and also the movements= getting stupid day by day.... im feeling kinda sad tho... man... i do nothing in the day, and it's the same at night.... sleep late wake up late... eat, drink, sleep... shit.. this is getting way wrost... must realy think of a solution for this... anyone, plz HELP!!!! ok then i better head to bed now.. will wake up earlier tmr! all the best to myself! GAMBATEH!!!

Holding on to it...

after a long day at Pikan PC fair and to sean kingston's showcase, got home at last... still feeling bit moody...*hmmm* cant belive my tear just keep pouring out although i wanted it to stop.. but it seems like i just cant do it.. i just cant let go of her like that... anywayz the point of being together is to share things with each other, as well as the sadness, the stress, the moodiness, the happiness and alot more.. being with the one we love is the happiest thing to have in a realstionship, for me nothing can ever beat that... no matter what and how many sufferings or problems that might occur it still can be over come. I will hold on to this prinsip and also realtionship for as long as i can.... DICH LIEBEN baby(mein schweingy).....

flashback to this morning at the PC fair.. there are few things that is to remember, firstly would be the crowd.. man... there are like ants cant belive that even before the PC fair opens they are already waiting at the door way outside KLCC, then when the door way is opened they just keep pushing and squezzing and all.. man they realy need to learn how to line up... god, whats the rush anywayz???!!! i got in around 10 min later, and everything is still the same??!
ohyah.. i had hell lot of frenz working in PC fair kinda happy to see them... but theres this 1 bitch... hell i just went and talk to my frenz and its obvious he is still continuing doing his work, she then say 'excuse me we are working now?!' , sound like i cant see tho! wonder wat the hell is wrong with her.. ahh who cares.. forget bout it... i still have my baby to turn too...

i actauly can see that schweingy is very tired and its obvious that she will be moody.. so after work i quickly rush to her work place hoping that she dont have to wait for me, and i also got her some food fm the jap restaurant, and a bottle of honey to help her throat, knowing shes been talking the whole day... but theres this always this 1 problem is that when ever she works theres guys that always get in her way... man they realy suck... 'get a fucking life suckers'... I wish is was there to help her out at that time when i heard her telling me what happen so she dont have to get piss and all, anywayz im her full time as in 24/7 manager or nanny, is my job to manage her anger and all....... sleep well little piggy... goodnitezz to such a long and soaky day......

my sassy girl...

like every normal day... and im home all day long do a lil stuff then sleep n wake up n sleep... and i just got to know that my friend knows about the girl my bud likes.. she told me some stuff bout her, no big deal.. just kinda scared my bud got cheated, thinking that he likes her, easily the girl can do anything to make use of him.. anyway is his first time i see going serious with a girl(with dates).. or mayb second... and yup, i will still be there to guide him, what are friendz for anywayz..

till night i went to find the sassy girl of mine, saw her working in the restaurant makes me kinda heart ache, i never really like her being a waitress, don't mind her doing some other job like promoting and all, waitress juz dont seem right.. till later after work she told me that she had to wash dishes and all, man...... makes me feel even worst, knowing that her finger is not really in a good condition(she never stop peeling them) i seldom let her wash the dishes and dont mind taking it all by myself, then she went and be a waitress that needs her to wash the dishes... what are u thinking lil piggy??! juz hope she wears glove next time...

*ahhh* and now im still not sleeping is coz that sassy girl that wants to accompany me coz she dont want me to sleep alone for i have to sleep at the sofa in the living room, which is a sweet thing... that comes with a sad thing that shes the 1 sleeping on the sofa but not me! hahaha... seems like i juz have to wait till she realize it and go back to the bedroom.. (she love the sofa alot tho!) *yawnz* i will see wat to do later haha(hope so)..... *hmmm*

Like every normal day..

still the same thing, waking up late coz of the tiredness i had for 3 days... been home reading new papers, cleaning up the house a lil.. been too lazy n not home always, got to help my mom a lil on the house work for im the only 1 at home... got a call later from 1 of my best bud, saying that he went to find this girl which we work with for the during the nokia roadshow... *hmm* seems like he found some 1 that suits him.. hard to get! hahaha! well good for him you know.. all the best to him... *haa* some how i might miss a good fren hangging out with me.. realy like hangging out with my bro's.. aywayz as long as he is happy he shud go for it...

cont wif my day at my gf's plc... ntg much... went grocery shopping with her which was damn sweet(i think) later cont wif some help on cleaning up her plc a lil.. man.. when she start all the hard work... *hmm* all hell break loose! she got all passionate n then moody(a lil)... dont have to ask what happen later.. but this time not that bad 'luckily'! man.. shes beside me now... hope she dont see this till i get home..... hehe~ alrite... got to end the day and off pending on bedtime...

back on9!!

*PHEW* after three stright days of nokia roadshow, which comes with a nokia race 'soul of the night' realy exhaust me.... anyway it was somehow fun.. love the race, love being bz.. juz the lack of time to be with my love 1, nvm.. will have some weekends of for then/her soon.. Monday morning still waking up wif the tiredness with me, got my arse up for the only subject for 3 months this final sem.. anywayz its a limited class that i will get, if i dont go i will be bored to death -.-"

Everything was kinda simple today.. nothing realy speacial happen other than ***. the tiredness conts thur out the whole day... realy realy exhausted, need more rest!!! haha.. bt i did had a great dinner! although it was kinda late, but who cares as long its great! haha.. juz gives a good feeling to the heart and also to the body(coz im exhausted) to have some moments with her n also getting sweet stuff which its her fav thing... 'sweet stuff = sweet smile+happiness' guess its her formula.. lolz!

*hmm* n there is this 1 thing bout desperate guys, get a life man... knowing people(girl) is not single go on juz be a good fren n thats it! dont go over the border.. for obviously dont stand a chance if no1 give in... giving the name of phillip 'something' which piss me off so much for giving promises to be a good fren but in the end still end up being as 'the every guy' for her which looks for her advantage..... -.-"" wont allow that to happen as long as shes under my care! (sound lame tho)

lady.. u have to be strong in making a decision sometimes... there is always an exclusion clause in every decision that is made, remember that... =) ~goodnitez~~

Tired..... *EMOzzzzzz*

Juz got home fm a long day...as usual trying hard to get my piggy girl to stop peeling her dry skin(some kind of sensitive skin she have) which dont realy seem to get in her 'thick skull' that keep peeling will make it even wrost off..... *i wonder why?**hahaz*.

Anywaz a tired tired day, but there is still things running thru my head.. thinking that always wanted to make her happy, always smilling, with that big watery eyes looking back at me that seems to tell me that she is some how very happy with me... but i think i juz keep failing to do so, to keep her happy always... mayb im not trying my very best yet, or i juz dont know how to treat the one i love.. and hurt them always.

Other than that, i always think that people that is being remember or miss is some how very special.. knowing that he is always being missed and remember makes him special and as the evil me being jealous, and hurtful to also know that how good he can treat her and make her happy or mayb atleast not piss at him which i cant, and on the other hand always making her angry.... if he juz know that how lucky he is to be the one .......although he may b 'the one' but if there is anything or whatever she needs, i will still always be there to help and assist her no matter what it cost.... mayb sooner or later she will realise that, or mayb she already did.....
~~~missing her already~~~

April Fool's Day!!

Starting with a call from my gf which woke me up b4 the time i even wana wake up.. hahah, weird thing is that she didnt even realise that she called me till a few min later?!?.. haha.. well, the funny part is that the piggy girl seems like getting herself into some embarrassing moments b4 she calls me.. hahaha, going in the wrong class and even stay there for a while, long enough for her to realise that every1 is sleeping n next is running away from a korean guy to cover up her embarrassment which end up the same~ hahaha! (come on clumsy/piggy girl). some how is juz so cute and funny to listen to her telling me all this stuff when im half awake...

This time it seems like im able to catch the bus in time which juz takes me around 10 mins of waiting.. GOD the public transpost in malaysia realy SUCKS! coz normally it realy takes me an hour to wait for the god damn bus to come, end up taking the cab... *piss* thinking of it.. then went on to find the piggy girl of mine, as usual she never can stop peeling her dry skin's fm her finger, which i remind her every day or to say every MINUTE when im with her! realy hope she can keep it in her mind not to peel her dry skin for she will then complain to me her finger hurts.... and obviously as a bf will have to look after her(every minute if have to. *realy* LOL)

Missing the movie was some how a bad choice which leads to shopping, man shopping was never fun for me,other than the 1st step choosing the outfit that i like. seriously i dont know y but it realy drains all my energy even worst than working in a roadshow.. especially during the visit to the fitting room.. man they realy shud invent something to put the clothes on fast..*dreaming of it* some how happy that my gf is not like those lanci* girls that shops around making alot of noise with their frenz on buying this or that comes with that 'accent' *hellz*

talking bout dinner MANTRA is a must go restaurant if ur looking for some india cuisine, its realy nice there, which i had my 1st dinner there with obviously the piggy girl.. glad shes happy with the restaurant i think she likes the water that flows at the wall and also the sofa sits and yah not forgetting the cushion, sadly the food there were a little to spicy for her (anywayz she cant even take a bit of spicy stuff) for me taste good, smell good... and back home there is another dinner on the table waiting for me, surprisingly i even finish up my 2nd dinner without left overs.. damn over eating!! Hmm~ gona catch some slp for the next days shopping again since i juz have only one and a half hour of class~~ *yawns*

Getting Started....

Wow..!! i actually started blogging after having some time thinking bout it..till my gf actually open the site for me(too lazzzy) haha.. anywayz, wana thx my gf for helping me getting in to this web site and get me started by even teaching me which is to button to click for creating an account(which obviously i pretended that i don't noe how)and also the title and even the blog add(cant believe it, thx baby muaxx..) haha.. other than that, she also helped me in choosing the wallpaper,which i seem to have a hard time on it although its a simple thing..(hope the readers like it) and there goes *puff* i started this first blog..... *ahh*have to ask my gf how to post this thing... *crapy*